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  Turning on my side to face her I raised my head up on one arm. I leaned over to kiss her cheek and ran my fingertips over her belly in circles. I trailed my fingers down and ran my nails across her belly at the top of her jeans. Unbuckling them I said, “It seems you’re wearing more clothes than me. What ever could we do about that?”

  “I hadn’t noticed until now.” Her voice was husky.

  She grabbed her jeans and inched them down her legs. I watched and waited patiently grazing her legs with my fingertips inch by agonizing inch. I couldn’t take the wait any more and yanked them off her feet. Climbing back up her naked body I straddle her hips. Running my hand up her tummy and between her breasts. Her skin was glistening with sweat. My fingers ending at her mouth, she took them into her mouth and sucked on them.

  “You are so incredibly sexy. I can’t get enough of your mouth. On my neck, my breasts, my cunt. God, “ I moaned, “Let me touch you. Taste you.”

  I kissed her neck and moved to her breasts with my mouth. I sucked as much of her breast into my mouth as I could. Flicking her nipple with my tongue I picked up my head and kissed her mouth again. Pulling back I looked into her eyes and smiled. I moved down kissing and nipping her tummy like she’d done to me. I could smell her need. I had to taste her. I widened my tongue and swiped up over her clit. She jerked underneath me. I made circles around her clit. I remembered that circles were good and I could tell from her hands on my head pushing me into her that she liked it.

  “More, I need your fingers inside me.” Blue was panting.

  I continued with the circles and put one finger inside her slowly. Pulling out I went back inside her with two fingers. She cried out. Faster I thrust inside her keeping the same pace with my tongue. She was humming now. I could feel her legs tighten around my head. The inside of her cunt tightened around my fingers.

  “Fuck, Anita. Don’t stop. I’m going to cum. Fuck. Fuck me.” She screamed out. I lifted my head and saw she had her hands wrapped around the bed sheets.

  Her back was arched and her head tipped back as she let out one last moan. I kissed her belly and pulled my fingers out, lying down next to her. We were both laying on our backs breathing heavily and hearts racing. She reached over and twined her fingers in mine bringing my hand to her mouth and placing a soft kiss on it.

  “That was amazing. You’re sure you’ve never done this before?”

  I chuckled, “I had a good teacher. A very good teacher.” I sat up. “I’m thirsty and I have to pee. Do you want anything?”

  “A glass of ice water would be great.”

  “I’ll be right back. Pull the blankets down. Make yourself comfortable. We’re not done yet.” I winked and ran naked out of the room.

  An hour later Blue held me in her arms. We were both spent, breathing heavily and satisfied. I snuggled deeper into her resting my head on her naked chest and pulling the sheet up around us. Her body was giving off so much heat I didn’t need any more blankets. It felt like snuggling with Larry, my own personal little furry heater, minus the fur and her not being a dog of course. One of her hands was lightly tracing patterns on my back, the tips of her fingers lulling me to sleep. The other hand was clasped with mine lying over her heart. I could feel it beating more rapidly than mine. In fact it seemed that her heartbeat was always more rapid than mine.

  I was tired and warm and my head was getting groggy. I knew there was something I should say but all I could manage was, “Stay the night. Hold me.” I kissed her shoulder and fell asleep.

  The last thing I heard was Blue, “Always.”

  Chapter 11 (Surprise Visits)

  The next morning I woke up before Anita. She was sleeping so peacefully and the sun was just coming up I couldn’t bear to wake her. I got dressed and found a pen and paper. I left a note thanking her for dinner and dessert and told her to call me. I left Larry asleep on the couch and went home. Once I was there I fed Buddy and let him out. Changing into my ranger uniform I sped off to work.

  The morning went by incredibly slow, my lunch break could not come soon enough. I checked my phone about every 20 minutes to make sure I didn’t miss any calls or texts. Just as I was biting into a turkey and cheese sandwich, heavy on the turkey, my phone rang. I knew it was my sister Becca before I even looked at it. She had stolen my phone one day and changed her ringtone to, Howlin’ at the Moon by Hank Williams Sr., and then she called me 142 times in one day. She thought it’d make me mad but it has a catchy tune and it’s stayed ever since. In a sweet turn of events the song got stuck in my head and I sang it for days on end while we were away on wolf business and she was the one who ended up regretting the ringtone.

  “What’s up?” I asked in between bites. I was a little tired this morning and needed all the food I could get to keep myself alert for the next four hours.

  “I called last night to see if you wanted to run. You’re dog answered back. But I didn’t hear so much as a whimper from you. What happened?”

  “Oh you did? Hmmm. Ya I didn’t hear you. Weird I must have been super tired and dead to the world. Anyways, what are you up to?”

  “Don’t change the subject on me. I went to your house last night when you didn’t answer thinking something was wrong. Turns out you weren’t even home. Also turns out when I stopped by at the end of my run around three in the morning you still weren’t home. So Blue, what gives? You get a little dessert after dinner last night.”

  “I had a lovely evening. Wonderful dinner, salad and steak, some red wine and we watched the sunset from her balcony.”

  “Lovely, wonderful, did you diddle? Go muff diving? Fuck? Come on give me the details. Is she a lesbian?”

  “I think it’s safe to say that if she wasn’t she definitely is now. That’s all you’re getting. I have to finish my lunch and go back to work. I’ll talk to you soon.”

  Smiling I hung up the phone. It was going to be a long day and I already knew the only thing I’d be thinking about was Anita’s hands on me, scratching down my back. My skin tingled everywhere she touched me. I could feel my wolf scratching to come out. I knew my eyes were glowing. This is why I find it so much easier to sleep with changers instead of humans. They already know and expect the passion that shows through our eyes.

  I’m just glad she didn’t ask me about it, I haven’t ever been able to figure out how to explain it away. I’m going to have to figure out something though and soon because Becca’s suggestion of getting the girl drunk so she doesn’t notice isn’t going to work in this situation. I like Anita too much to only have sex when she’s drunk. Besides I’m not sure that’d be fair to either of us. I’m the first woman she’s ever been with. It wouldn’t be fair to assume because she sleeps with me when she’s shit faced she wants a relationship and I’m not the fuck buddy type. In fact I’m not really sure why I even let myself sleep with her last night. I just couldn’t stop myself. Ugh. It doesn’t matter. I just need to figure out what I’m going to do.

  I jumped in the shower when I got home from work. I threw on my favorite pair of shorts, they were my high school track team shorts worn out with a few holes. But they were the most comfortable shorts I owned. I had just thrown on my sports bra when the doorbell rang. I assumed it was Becca and yelled for her to just come in. I walked down into the entryway shaking my wet hair out and looked up into stunned eyes. Anita was standing in my doorway.

  She was wearing a pink sundress. The color made her skin glow. Or maybe it was the happy mood she was in because she had a grin plastered across her face. Laughing she said, “You know you and Larry seem to have many similar characteristics. He shakes his body just like that after I give him a bath.”

  “Hmph. Dogs really know how to live. They don’t have any worries and run and play all day. They stretch when they wake up and they appreciate every bit of food they eat. They also love unconditionally. So ya I guess I do have a similar lifestyle.” Laughing I asked, “What brought you by? And how did you find my house?”

  “I
remembered you telling me you lived on this road. Since you’re the only house for miles it wasn’t hard to guess once I saw the jeep and Buddy lying in the sun. I thought I’d stop by and see if you had dinner yet? I didn’t have clinic hours today so I had lots of time. I brought some things to grill kebabs and I made a wilted salad and a couple of desserts. But mostly I missed you.” Her smile was shy looking up at me from underneath her lashes.

  “I’d love to have dinner with you again. I missed you too. I couldn’t concentrate all day at work thinking about last night. Let me grab a shirt.” I turned to walk back up to my room.

  She took a step towards me caressing my side. My skin tingled where she touched me. I really needed to get a grip.

  “You don’t have to put a shirt on, on my account.”

  I cleared my throat. “No. I mean yes. I need a shirt to grill.” I ran up the ladder calling over my shoulder, “I’ll be right back down and I’ll help you grab stuff out of your car.”

  Once we had the groceries in the kitchen laid out I realized she really did have time on her hands. The kebabs were already staked with shrimp and pineapple. The salad was made and stored in a big green bowl with a plastic lid. She even brought over sodas, beer, wine, and some bottled water. Everything was stored in a big red cooler. The desserts were a whole other story. She had made three different kinds. One was a brownie fudge mix. One was a strawberry cheesecake. The last was a carrot cake with vanilla frosting. She even made little carrots on top with orange and green frosting.

  “This is all so amazing. Thank you. But now you’ve made dinner twice. How ever will I repay you?”

  Anita winked at me, “Last night was a good start.”

  “So I can pay for home cooked meals with sexual favors? Is that what you’re telling me?” I grinned and shook my head yes, “I could live with that.”

  “I’m starving let’s eat.” Anita handed me the kebabs for the grill and said, “You can think of ways to repay me while we eat.” She leaned over and kissed my cheek.

  After dinner we laid in the hammock on my back porch. We sat making plans to do something tomorrow since it was Sunday and we both had the day off. I was just telling Anita about the big pond on my property that sits in a clearing behind the first line of trees in the back. I built a dock and for fishing, I keep it stocked. There’s also a wooden raft docked in the middle. I like to swim out there on a hot day and lay in the sun. It’s completely surrounded by trees and not well known. In fact the only people who know it’s there are my family. I was hoping she’d stay the night and I had an old suit of Becca’s at the house that would fit her perfectly.

  We were watching the stars come out and just as I was about to suggest the pond, I heard Becca howl. She was calling me out for a run. I sat up too quickly and we both toppled off the hammock, Anita landing on top of me.

  “What was that Blue?” Anita giggled looking around, “Have you never heard wolves howl? You basically live in the woods. You must hear it all the time.”

  “Sorry. Buddy quit. No you’re right I do hear it all the time and yes Buddy calls back all the time. I guess it just caught me unaware. You ok?”

  “I think I might like being on top quite a bit actually.” She grinned and kissed my nose pushing herself up off of me. “Wanna go inside and watch a movie or something? It’s kind of chilly out here now that I’m not cuddled up against you.” She held out her hand to help me up.

  I was torn between getting Anita out of the house so I could meet up with Becca and keeping Anita here for the night. Becca’s call wasn’t one of distress. And Anita looked really really good in that dress. Her hair was starting to come loose from the clasp and was falling around her face. The moonlight seemed to make her skin glow. The decision was made for me. I wouldn’t be running with Becca again tonight. I’d have to make it up to her tomorrow night.

  “Let’s go inside and watch a movie. We can even cuddle.” I drug her inside with me, “The movies are on a shelf in the living room if you want to pick something out. Do you wanna watch the movie on the couch in the living room or do you wanna watch upstairs in the loft? That’s my bedroom.” I looked around nervously.

  “Hmm cuddle on the couch or cuddle in your bed? Perfect. I found one. I’ll meet you in the bed.” She giggled and took off up the ladder movie in hand.

  I called Buddy in the house and locked up for the night. I grabbed a glass of ice water and went up the stairs. It stays pretty warm in the loft when the day has been warm. That added with the extra body heat I give off and Anita’s body heat was going to make it pretty toasty up there. The air conditioning is just a little too loud to run while watching a movie.

  “What movie did you pick?” I asked as I got to the top of the ladder.

  She had already put it in the dvd player and the previews were playing.

  “Teen Wolf. I thought it quite appropriate given the situation.” She patted the bed next to her.

  Crap. Did she figure me out? I don’t know how she could have. I mean she did say earlier today that I shared mannerisms of her dog Larry. But I didn’t think people actually believed in the supernatural. I mean movies about people who change into wolves are just that. Movies. A source of entertainment. I know I should have been the one to tell her. I don’t know what to do or say for that matter. I looked around nervously trying to think of some kind of explanation.

  “What situation would that be, exactly?”

  “Earlier with the howling wolves. Just try not to throw me out of the bed too.” She laughed.

  I’m sure the color came back to my face immediately.

  “Oh ya that. You’re a funny guy huh? I see. Just for that you owe me one favor of my choosing.”

  “Are you ok? You were white as a ghost just a minute ago. You’re not upset me poking fun at you about the wolves are you? It was just a joke. I mean you live in a house surrounded by woods and work as a forest ranger. I just thought it funny a little old wolf howling scared you.”

  “It didn’t scare me it startled me. I’m fine now. Would you like a pair of shorts and a t-shirt or something?”

  “No need.” Anita got off the bed and turned her back facing me. “Unzip me please.”

  I walked over to her slowly running my hands down her arms. I reached with one hand and pulled her zipper down. “I thought you wanted to watch a movie?”

  She turned and stepped out of the dress, standing in just a pair of pale pink lacy undies and a pale pink lacy bra. It was cut straight across and her breasts were billowing out of the top.

  “We could watch the movie or…”she ran her fingertips along the tops of her beasts, “you could kiss me.”

  My mouth was dry. I licked my lips and stared in awe. She had the most amazing body and she was so incredible sexy. I reached behind her head and pulled the clip out of her hair. Her blonde locks fell curling around her shoulders. I brushed my hands down her sides and grabbed her waist pulling her into me. Grabbing her face with one hand I kissed her mouth. Our tongues battling each other. One hand inched its way up her tummy and I played with her nipple. I could feel it harden through her bra. Her legs gave a little and I pulled her on top of me both of us landing on the bed.

  “My god, you make my knees go weak.” She gasped pulling up my shirt.

  I rolled her under me and she looked up at me her blue eyes a little darker with lust.

  “I’m fine being underneath but you’re entirely too dressed right now. I won’t be the only one naked again.”

  I stood up off the bed and stripped down to nothing. Her eyes were grazing over my body lingering in places that made me wet just from her looking at me. She sat up and crawled to the edge of the bed. On her knees her mouth was at breast level. She flicked one of my nipples and then the other with her tongue. It shot straight to my cunt.

  “Turn around”, my voice was husky with need and I motioned a circle with my finger. I could feel my eyes glowing.

  She turned and I undid her bra running my hands aroun
d the front twisting her nipples. She gasped and let out a soft moan. I gently pushed her down on her hands and knees and pulled her panties down to her knees. I spread her legs as far apart as her underwear would allow and said, “Keep them there.”

  Running my nails up the backs of her thighs she quivered. I ran my nails softly from her shoulders down to her ass. Her body shook with pleasure. I reached one hand underneath her and played with one nipple, pinching and rolling it between my fingers. She started to hump the air softly moaning. I placed a kiss on her ass. Then gently nipped it and licked it to sooth the nibble.

  “I can’t take much more Blue, please.” Her voice sent a flood to my center and I could feel it dripping down my leg.

  I couldn’t take much more either and bent down licking her pussy. She was soaked. I was so close to cumming. I thrust two fingers inside. Her ass rocked back and hit my clit. I thrust faster and faster, her ass hitting my clit every time. She tightened around my fingers gasping and moaning each time. When she came her arms gave out and she fell flat on the bed. The build up in my by belly was tight and my clit throbbed.

  “Oh, god. Anita. You’re so sexy. I’m so close to cumming just from watching you. She pulled her self up and threw me down on the bed. Shoving her fingers inside me rubbing my clit with the palm of her hand. She was bent over me on her knees her breasts and hair dangling just above my waist. I reached out and spread her legs throwing one over the other side of my body. Then I grabbed her hips and pulled her pussy down over my face. I could smell her scent and I wanted it all over me. I needed to taste it and breath it in. I shoved my tongue inside of her. I wanted to taste her while I came. She lowered her head and licked my clit as she continued to thrust her fingers inside of me. My entire body went tense and then we both let out a cry of ecstasy.

  Her body went limp and she laid down on me her legs on either side of my head. I knew my eyes were still glowing. I was able to control them last time by not letting myself fully go. I kept control and held myself together. But this time I couldn’t. I couldn’t control my emotions, my pleasure at being surrounded by her scent. The smell and taste of her only opened me up more and I lost myself to her. I needed to get up now though. I needed to take a step away from her nakedness. Wash her scent out of my nose and mouth so that I could get control of my emotions. It wouldn’t do to have my eyes glowing a brilliant blue all night. Maybe I could explain it away for a few seconds but not for hours on end.